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Journal Entry: Fri Aug 12, 2016, 8:52 AM

I'd just like to tell that I'm away, the reasons and that for a while it seems it's going to be like this.
It's been going for years now, I know. I check DA then I don't answer for days, weeks, months. I rarely post art too.
But there are some friends I have here and I feel sorry for not being able to talk to them more often, or catch up with their arts, so at least I wanted to let them know why. And for anybody else who is interested in the person behind the art too. =)

It's basically just not enough time. Working in 8 hours, having family and closest friends takes most of my time... The rest is for creating stories (yepp, I'm doing it, slowly but surely, so it's not like I'm quitting or anything, quite the opposite). I'm refining plots, filling up holes, doing scripts, forming new plans, and making some comics, too. I'm just very very slow and I don't feel like showing work in progress stuff, it would spoil the party. ;P

Then there was the death of my father. He had passed in May, following my mother, who followed my sister. I hope this stops here and the rest of my family remains, a bit longer anyway. *sarcastic smile*
No, I mean it, it's been quite... upsetting to see people who you care for crumble and give up around you. Whether they do it to themselves or just let faith do it for them... It's hard to see and know you can't do a thing, you are just not enough to anchor them to this life.
You get used to it though and learn to endure. It's just always going to be... painful.
Anyway, I'm getting off-topic now. I guess all I wanted to say about this part that I think there is not much out in life - only what YOU put into it. And you can always decide if you want to do more about it, strive harder, set goals, find yourself a reason to live another day, or just give up and loose yourself. People might try to help you, but they won't - can't - do it in your place. And even if you failed - and always have been, like me - you can decide to stand up again, or just give up. And that's just it. I don't think there is an objective reason for people to live. You just live. And find a reason for yourself, find out what you like, what you think you could add to the world. I say cause it used to be grey and uninteresting for me too. Before I started to realize there ARE things worthy to go for and experience them. There ARE good people to meet, nice places to go to, things to achieve and all. And I used to think I have no power over my life. Until I tried and turned out I do. So before you give up cause you think you are powerless, you might wanna try out if you REALLY are, decide things for your own, fail and learn from it, do better next time. That's what i think anyway.

You have the right to decide to quite though. But for gods' sake, before you give in, try to SEE. Be honest to yourself and look around. What have you been doing? Is there anything you can change? Shouldn't you rather leave a place altogether and try your luck eslewhere? Give up bad relationships, learn from past mistakes? Might be worth to give a try before you do your "last resort", huh? Ah, I'm getting angry now... Didn't intent to be emotional, hehe. But I'm just like that.

Back to the matter.
So altogether, for now I'm too busy with living my life. I keep drawing of course, it's just that things are coming together slowly so there is too little to show. I will let you know when it changes - or you will notice. =)

You can see some sketches, wips posted on tumblr now
But even there it's more rare than it used to be. Because of the comics. Here is little sample of what I'm working on at the moment.

Everybody, cheer up and enjoy the summer (winter - depending where you live). :D


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  • Listening to: OneRepublic - Counting Stars
  • Reading: Neil Gaimen shorts (audiobook XP)
  • Watching: Stardust (YAY)
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts X Unchained
  • Eating: something I shouldn't have it seems
  • Drinking: coke (my stomach hurts)


Artist | Professional | Varied
As a professional I work for a company, making a kids' app. =)

This gallery shows my commission and other, non work related arts. I mainly do comics and illustrations of those. I have passion for stories since I was a kid. I hope to bring them into comics for my own entertainment and then share it with others. ^^


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SilviaVanni Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015  Professional General Artist
Hi! Thanks for the :+fav: ^_^
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xNospheratox Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Velem tradeltél japán napon :D
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Naeviss Featured By Owner May 30, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
- by Ay-u
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Minyi Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Anticia was your old name. I remember talking to you a lot in the Naruto fandom... was it? Were you the one who liked Tobi/Obito and Kakashi and absolutely no one back in that day did? I know it was some really niche pairing. 

Either way, gosh it's been so long. I'm surprised that you're still active here and even watching me!
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Seeraholic Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Remek galéria :)
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BassKuroi Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! =D
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MBSilentSoul Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2014
waw i like ur page alot x3
it very nice gallary , love it
and i hope u came and visit my gallary too =)
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MoonyKitten Featured By Owner May 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Once you commented on my profile, actually on a Housaki's painting, but only now I've read it; I'll give you the explaination you need:
I was young when I post these paintings, and I didn't understand  how deviantart works, I thought it was somekind of facebook. I never said these paintings where mines, that's why the folder name is japanese traditional art...
The photographs are totaly mine, taken with my camera.
Sorry for the misanderstanding.
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saniika Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the points, I appreciate it a lot :)
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lilsuika Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014   Digital Artist
Lovely work! You have a very wonderful and varied style. :heart:
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Glimja Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you for WATCH!!! ^_^
It made my day~ My Dork Dance 
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mitoXD Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014   General Artist
Hey, thanks for your :+fav::D
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saniika Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Professional General Artist
hello! C: I follow this artist and thought you would like his style - he made me think of you for a while now: ^^
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lanlong89 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2013
Köszönöm a favot:)
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Azzedar-san Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013
Köszönöm a waccsot! :hug: 
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RamenLad Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013  Student Digital Artist
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1DeViLiShDuDe Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Interesting mix of styles! :D
Very expressive!, nice  work!
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VoxForst Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2013
Your gallery is just awesome^^
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Pechan Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
You have such a beautiful, flowing style! I gotta watch you! =D 
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